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Sunday, 11 December 2016

What's Books Got to Do with It?

Slender Man at the school playground

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Published in: adverts, books, Daredevil, Ferrante, film, football, happiness, identity, judo, mindfulness, politics, revolution, Screen, social media, therapy, TV, violence

Sunday, 13 November 2016

Pokerface NO

A Building Surveillance Camera in Any Street, Any City

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Published in: Bentham, CCTV, crime, face reading, Foucault, jail, Oscar Wilde, panopticon, pedophile, Reading Jail, smart technology, surveillance, The Night Of, TV

Tuesday, 18 October 2016

The Last Cigarette

Camel Filter Cigarettes Packet

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Published in: books, cigarettes, hands, health, heart, Italo Svevo, Joan Crawford, midlife, parenting, Screen, Silba, smoking, Vela

Saturday, 10 September 2016

This One's From the Heart

Sunset on the Dalmatian Coast

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Published in: books, heart, holiday, illness, Knausgaard, Parkinson's, reading, REM sleep disorder, Silba, sleep

Friday, 22 July 2016

At the Sleep Clinic

Make the Most of Your Figure, Lee Miller, Vogue 1942

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Published in: architecture, art, benzos, cinema, dreams, football, heart, illness, nightmare, photo, play, REM sleep disorder, Screen, sleep, tennis

Thursday, 26 May 2016

Sour Times

The People v. OJ Simpson publicity photo

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Published in: All the President's Men, Charles and Ray Eames, film, Homeland, John Travolta, Making a Murderer, Screen, the Kardashians, The Parallax View, The People v. OJ Simpson, TV

Saturday, 16 April 2016

The Silba Line

A bouquet of Tulips

Kaput takes the train and quotes poetry. There's solitude, the secret to online dating and how to solve the love problem

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Published in: art, autofiction, books, dating, Knausgaard, Larkin, life writing, London, Olivia Laing, Perec, poetry, solitude, Woody Allen, Words

Friday, 18 March 2016

The Badly-Timed Blink

A Blinking Eye

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Published in: books, dreams, film, Freud, infidelity, Kim Philby, Osaka Elegy, Screen, sex, spies, Words

Wednesday, 24 February 2016

You Couldn't Make it Up

America Psycho, Christian Bale

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Published in: auto-fiction, Bret Easton Ellis, cycling, fiction, Geoff Dyer, guns, Knausgaard, life writing, Maggie Nelson, memory, Roth, Silba, Words

Tuesday, 2 February 2016

Now You See It

Samuel Beckett - Photo Portrait

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Published in: Barthes, books, London, Meeting Place, music, parenting, scorcio, Screen, too much thinking

Saturday, 2 January 2016

Hands Solo

The Duchess of Alba by Goya

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Published in: art, Carol, dating, depression, existentialism, film, Goya, hands, London, Lou Reed, painting, Saul Leiter, Screen

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I'm a writer/editor. At Kaput, Already I share scenes from my small world using a peculiar fake name.

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